Current Weight: 189.4 lbs
Weekly Gain/Loss: -1.6 lbs
Total Weight Loss: -15.6 lbs
I'm having a bad day. I lost this week but I still feel shitty about myself. I remember that first week of Weight Watchers when I lost 9.2 lbs and my first goal of 184.5 didn't seem far away. I'm now 8 weeks into the program and still haven't made it to that 10% goal and at the rate I'm losing it will be another 5 weeks away. I'm getting frustrated, for sure.
I was sick this past week. I came down with some kind of stomach flu which made me miss a day of work. I didn't even lose weight the healthy way this week. It was entirely vomit induced. Between the flu and my allergies and acid reflux... I was on the toilet for a good portion of the past 3 days. I even vomited last night. I really, really hate my body.
I watched It's Kind of a Funny Story last night. The guy was so stressed out that everything made him vomit. Watching it made me have to vomit.
So enough whining from me for now. I'm up ready to cure this depression with some shopping, not for clothes because that would again be depressing, but for 600 thread count sheets and luxury bedspreads. Spending money I don't have to spend... it's the American way.
